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Wednesday, May 14, 2014

I lost my focus

"Do I change? or it was my mask that fell off?"

I don't know why. But, I have been so tired to always be nice with others. Honestly, I am not enjoying when I have to always say "yes, u are right!" or "Yes, I think so". I am really really tired.

I know I am Geek. People used to have dificulty to understand me. That's why when I was elementary school, people kept bullying me. I had no friends and... Okey, I don't want to talk about it. 

But anyway, recently I like to stay alone instead of keep talking with people who have different passion with me. Maybe because I am INTJ. I realize that sometimes I have to talk about other idea, but it makes me lost my focus. I know the idea is not always bad, but it is not my passion, it is not my ability, and I am tired to always use "yes" mask. 

I am tired, I am tired, and I am sad. Why do I never find people who have similiar thought with me? in this college I mean, in this rest of half undergraduate degree. Am I that Geek? or freak maybe? am I the only one people with this type? But, how about friends when I was high school? How about friends when I was still in first quarter of undergraduate degree. Have they changed? or their mask have fallen off? just like what I may to do right now.

Stay with them, makes me unconfortable. I am not antisocial, I am not too chooser, but pllease understand me, understand INTJ people, or introvert people for exactly.

Ahh!! why am I so complainer? why is my english grammar so bad?

Fifaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stop always asking like that!


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Hallo there, you can call me Fifa..
As the start, I think I will let you know that I am INFJ-type person. If you are not familiar to this personality, let me tell you that Martin Luther King, Nelson Mandela, Mother Teresa, and Jimmy Carter are also having this personality. But, I haven't reached that high wisdom level like them. Haha. I just believe that the main purpose of life is happiness, and if we care to others' happiness, we will feel that happiness on us too. Oh ya, if I have to choose between right or kind, I will choose kind. Nice to meet you. :)

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